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Sep. 17th, 2008

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Moving.

Things are changing...and I'm sure I'm ready for it.
Bear with me, I'm distant more so than I used to be.

Sep. 8th, 2008

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Oh My

Things are doing well and getting better by the day for me.
Things are stressful as well, but it's okay I know it'll be worth it in the end.
I got band stuff and work stuff that needs to be done. So that's what I'm doing today:
Darien and I are going off to the studio to record a 2nd EP demo thing for our show on the 20th. I think we will be selling pillows as well...I know that sounds odd, but we have cute ideas.
I also have to work a DBL tomorrow because my manger is more than likely going to leave work early to have her kid and she hasn't gone over anything with me to be the Store Manager. Er. So now I have to cram shit into my head like super fast....
I'm also going to work some some photo editing from some of our [morgueasm] Photo Shoots we have like months ago and haven't put them up yet. Morgueasm website is also being totally re-vamped....so much to do, so little little time to do so.

Aug. 29th, 2008

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Murder...

No matter what, Murder follows my family like the black death.

Powhatan, VA...a nice play to grow up? More murders have happened in my hometown growing up than in Richmond Va.

I just got off the phone with my mother, she always calls me to tell me someone else I know has been murdered or has killed themselves:

There was a shooting right next to my parents house today @ 12:15pm...
My parents will be on the news tonight talking about the shooting that happened next door to them and my brother along with his girlfriend who were murdered 12 years ago.

If you want to watch the news please watch Channel 12 in Richmond VA @ 11:00pm and watch Channel 35 Fox News in Richmond VA @ 10:00pm.

My brothers story and picture will be brought up...

This is every emotional to me and to my family.
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So excited!

I'm going to look sooo pretty tomorrow.

I'm going to have a nice day to relax and feel beautiful.

I can't wait...I can't sleep..yay!!

Aug. 28th, 2008

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I will Marry...

To who ever buys me this ring and ask me to wed them:



Til Death


Black Diamonds. Oxidized Silver.
I wear a size 5.
It's only $680.00!
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Today.

So, I didn't go to my work today. I'm leaving that job. I didn't call in and I'm not showing up. I know it's horrible and not responsible..but it's something I had to do. I couldn't go to that job today and be stressed and yelled at. I would have just lost it...

I lost it last night...

But things will be fine.


I should be out buying clothes for my new job, but I don't want to leave the house...not because I'm lazy, just because I'm still stressed.

Darien and I need to go through our photo shoot pictures and fix up the website.

And please check out our new songs that we've just put up on our myspace:
Http://www.myspace.com/officialmorgueasm


Let me know what you think <3


-Samantha

Aug. 27th, 2008

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The gift.

These are the flowers that were sent to me:





Someone really fucking loves me to know which flowers I love the most <33

Aug. 25th, 2008

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I've never felt better.

Someone got me flowers today and brought them to work...

I love you. Where ever you are, I fucking love you :D

Aug. 24th, 2008

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Lets do it.

Soo, for once...I feel that I DON'T need to get drunk.
I feel okay. I'm pretty tired, but I mean, I want to talk...

I'm done with drama bullshit. I'm throwing away all the crap that makes me angry, and I'm going to go places pretending I don't know the people who say bad things about me. I'm not going to start anything, I'm going to be good. :D
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From the bullshit that we take.

I'm going to be fine, I hope...I mean, I think...

Oh god...

Here I go again.

-holds her breath-

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